Monday, December 4, 2006

not equating death with starving

so. i'm scattered and that is that. i am honestly getting what i need from a million different places right now. maybe two million. and i should downsize, i know i know. i should get rid of some of this. but...

i simply cannot imagine letting any of this go. i'm convinced that i need each and every scattered little bit in my life. and, of course, there are the practical people telling me that i'm ridiculous. i need to figure things out. i need to downsize.

and what if i don't? what then? maybe my psychologist (malloryyyyy) is right. maybe i'm supposed to be scattered at this point. so there, all you practical people.

except then i will CLEARLY go crazy. mouahahahahaha....

aaaand now i sound like a certain Algerian individual with the creepy laugh

oookay keels....time for bed

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